This life brings about many challenges and struggles. But God, who is truly rich in mercy and grace does not leave us here alone to figure our way thru them. His word provides guidance and understanding on how to overcome. I too have seen much suffering over the last five years, and I will say thru it all "BUT GOD." His words gave me strength and his promises secured me in knowing that I am not alone as I go thru this time in my life. I encourage you in this, as you go thru take time to close your eyes and seek him for all you believe you have need of, and please do not to let your eyes deceive you in thinking he does not see nor hear you. He only asks that we repent for our sins first, so that he may hear us, and he will respond.

For He has promised to never leave nor foresaken us.  He is not one to lie.

Seek God first

Philippians 4:6 (KJV)

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

Matthew 6:33 KJV

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.